I applied for a second job and I have to make some calls this week about it. I've been working overtime the last two weeks. When I go back home (I'm at my dad's right now) I'm going to try to find other ways I can earn extra money. I don't know what else to do. J isn't looking for another job I don't think. He doesn't talk about it if he is.
I really need to figure my life out.
But right now... In the next few minutes, I'm going to get ready for bed. That I've figured out.